Hey,
Today is even better. There's no school and I came to school to basically finish up sem project report with friends, hang out for a while and then leave school to meet up with another friend for lunch.
I want to watch Jodha Akbar but I just haven't got the time. On that note I have to get a grip on my studies and eventually start sinking myself in revision! Next week is week 17 and I have two common test papers next week not to mention exams which is in week 19 - three weeks time! Oh gawd I'm terrified for the exams.
Suddenly its the air of boredom again. I wonder why. Annoying isn't it. Sometimes all I feel like doing is to chuck everything to a corner and basically just laze around every single day. I want to go out and watch movies, spend my day playing computer games, read books after books for hours, go running and or swimming. When can I have the time to have time to relax? Hopefully luxury time will come soon enough.
I don't know what its like with you. That was initial. Now I totally have you figured out. The reason you were contacting back with me is because you were single. Now I guess you're not.
How do you think it makes me feel when you told me you've broken up with your boyfriend last december and you were with him for 6 months and now he wants you back and you're seriously contemplating it? How do you think it makes me feel? Why the hell do you even tell me all that? Ironically you know all along I wanted to pick things up where we left them and you're shoving all this right into my face.
My say is that you're with him again now and so I'm no longer needed in your life until your next break up. What do you take me for? Still I'm saying I'm right here. I'm still hoping for a future of us together. Though right now all I can see is none. I'm still waiting. Am I stupid to continue to wait and not moving on. I don't know and I really don't.
Tomorrow's lecture day! I have lecture like all the way from 9am - 3pm. I should really not go to school tomorrow. I've been wasting time in school for two days straight already. I think I should go to school tomorrow. Its revision if I'm not wrong. It should be.
Sleepy now.
Alvida
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