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Monday, July 28, 2008
Just Afraid The Truth Might Be Out
Hey,
As I am typing this, I totally have NO mood at all. NO mood. I have not lost it (yet) but I just don't have the mood.
I am such a fool! For the umpteenth time. I keep telling myself not to fall for it but instead, I keep falling for it. I never fail to go back on my words. Those promises I made to myself. I betrayed myself. Now I'm the one at the losing end. Why do I have to do this to myself? Who am I suppose to blame? Rightfully, I blame myself because I'm the one who let myself fall right into it despite knowing the actual fact. I am angry at myself. I feel sad for myself.
Just hope the person don't go around and blabber about. I'm afraid the fellow might spill the beans.
I wish YOU all the best. I'm the stupid one. Metaphorically speaking and literally as well. I'm sure YOU would do well.
Damn this sinus! My nose is like a leaked water pipe.
ALVIDA!!!Labels: I wanna fly away if possible
SLurBp @ 8:29 pm
Friday, July 25, 2008
Out of The Mounts of Randomness
Hey,
I wanna go for a ride on a helicopter! I know its absolutely impossible but its one of my extreme fantasies! Isn't it like cool!
Right now my whole body is so gatal! I have skin problem. F.Y.I.! Damn irritating.
A thought, am I really like Mark from Ugly Betty? As in the appearance, posture, features and everything? I get that alot from people. I like the he-bitch and himbo part (btw, he-bitch and himbo are terms me and my cousin use. Its to describe a male bitch and a male bimbo. DUH!) but I definitely do not like the posture and appearance all. That's just eww!
The whole of today I ate 2 slices of bread in the morning and for lunch it was this fried rice. Its damn pedas lah! I burnt my mouth and had diarrhea after eating that fried rice. It was nice though; the fried rice! Not the stuffs that occur after that. That's all I eat. No wonder I have gastric all the time. But the doctor said its also because of hereditary as both my parents have gastric. UHH Just great!
I'm so random!
Kitna akasmika hai humse!
Soy tan al azar!
Eu sou tão aleatório!
I'm going down to my work place office on Monday to check whether am I able to collect the claim thingy. Hopefully I'm able to as right now I am so in need of money.
I wanna have McDonald's French Fries!
Ahora soy realmente desorientado. Apenas no sé si son esos mensajes para mí o para alguna otra gente. Tengo miedo que sería igual como la vez última. Soy tan lleno de me y de todo el rato su alrededor tú y tu special alguien. Soy apenas un suplemento. Tengo miedo que ahora es la misma cosa. Tres cuartos de mí siente que su alrededor tú y tu special alguien. Tu socio. ¡Otro cuarto sin embargo, bastante extraño, siente que fuera de la posibilidad más leve que podría ser yo! Entonces tengo otra vez esta sensación confidente fuerte ese su justo yo que es un suplemento el tiempo entero.
Apreciaría realmente si podrías hablar con mí y decirme tus sensaciones. Al igual que tienes cualquier sensación especial para mí o por lo menos te tuviste nunca ahorrar un pensamiento para mí. Sé que su imposible también. Pero apenas no sé. no hago realmente.
Coolness! I found this website which hosts a bloody long list of all the meanings. Now We're talking!
What about YOU? I feel shy that it is always about me. I'm scared in a way. But I really do wanna know what is really happening.
I shall end here for now.
ALVIDA!!!Labels: tell me how YOU feel
SLurBp @ 10:02 pm
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Those Historic Days
Hey,
Damn It! I screwed my tag-board! I wanted to read the tags and i accidentally clicked on 'archive' and *phoof* everything gone! Annoying right! I am so Gatal lah! I received an email though from flash box and it has my entire tags. Damn alot lah! ahahaha
As i read through my tags, it made me realize one thing: I miss all of my friends! Ain, Shahril, Faiza, Ashraf and many more they all... The best-est bunch of friends EVER! Above all Ain in particular because she and me, we were very close last time during our secondary school days. Actually there were four of us: Hakim, Hafizah, Ain and me. Hakim and Hafizah are always together while Ain and me are always together.
Hakim and Ain were from the same primary school while Hafizah and me were from the same primary school. Mentioning their names totally reminded me of my secondary school days. The best was in Sec 2 and Sec 4. I remember all of us, (the four of us and many others) we even had police case in Sec 2! I know, Terror kan! Alot of things happen. I think if I were to blog about all the stuffs then it would take forever! I mean the story is worth a book which is as thick as a giant encyclopedia! Or maybe even thicker!
Same goes for when I was in Sec 4. (PS: the 2005 one... Heh!) But some major major stuffs occur in '05 and I especially do not want to even venture to those places. But then alot of cool and fun stuffs and events took place in '05. I remember Ain and me, declaring ourselves as 'hanyut'! Ahahaha that was funny! That was when we played *******! And our sorry asses got caught! And also that year Hafizah, Ain and Me, we were involved in a gang fight with Puddle and Geng! Ahahaha! *Losers!* Padan Muka Kau! Bodoh peh Anjeng! The best part is, our 'Geng' won! Ahahaha! Oh! And also some time during that year, a very very special friend of mine whose best friend is the one I had my first love with, gave me a book on Love Spells. I still have that book with me though.
Gosh! I could go on and on with these! And btw, it was a one-sided love. So Don't even think! hah!
So once again here I am. Whats up with today?! I'm like having a Severe migraine and I'm having this urge to puke ever since morning! And the feeling oh my god! A stupid sick-disgusted-pukey sensation. Plus this sinus won't go away. URGH!!! And I'm also forever having gastric. Gosh! Am I problematic or what?! I feel so sick lah.
I dream of YOU. So you've decided to appear in my dream huh. It was nice though, well, I'm not goinna describe it lah. Da Giler! But still, why are YOU being so cold towards me? What did I ever do to YOU? Is it because YOU secretly found out I 'ransack' your phone from someone YOU were teased to be with. Or is it because YOU discovered something about me from my cousin? Whatever it is can YOU please at least tell me what's happening? Enlighten me. And by the way, about two months ago, I dream of YOU and your significant other. It was so *** and funny! I still can't believe it! Ahahaha!
Now the other YOU. Just so YOU know, I don't have nothing with your car! Don't ever think I'm a freak ok! YOU are so weird! And also please talk to me.
Today so far, I had chicken rice, bread, cookie dough *ooooh*, soya bean and nata de coco. I see donuts coming my way... hmm...
Voh Naaginn abhi abhi soja seh utta hai. Mujhe lagta hai ki voh Naaginn bahar nikal sakta hai.
My cousin just wake up. Imma take off now. Laters!
ALVIDA!!!Labels: i miss all of you guys
SLurBp @ 6:23 pm
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
The Mistake I Made
Hey,
So once again I'm at my cousin's place. Duh! If I'm not, I wouldn't be online right. Today out of blue moon, I decided to go online on MSN. I thought after so long it would be different. But sadly, its still the same old. People going offline as soon as they saw me going online. Avoiding me. Whatever it is, its absolutely fine by me.
Are YOU avoiding me? What did I ever do to YOU? We barely even talk. Are YOU having any problem with me? Or is it me? Just full of myself. If YOU have problem with me then talk to me and not avoid me. But still whatever it is, its still fine by me. Because at the end of the day its YOUR lost not mine.
It really sux not having computer at home.
Yesterday was my carb day. I stuffed my face with food all day long! Morning i ate bread, horlicks, milo powder with condense milk! Then in the afternoon i ate Subway's Cookies! 6 pieces, Chippy British Takeaway's Calamari Rings, BK's Onion Rings and BK Chicken. In the evening I ate cake, chips, turkey ham sandwich and loads of chocolates all the way until I turn in last night. It was so much fun. I love eating! Actually i sort of agree to the label: "I Live To Eat".
Hum nahin jaante ki kyun tum chorna hoga. Kya tum hamara sath koi taklif hai? Aggar hum saahi hai to tum kuch bolna. Chupa to nahi. Hume kuch kiya? Nahi na. To kya?
Hum nahin jaanta ki kya hua voh dono ki saat hai. Ajib hai. Kisise hum kuch daar ne laaga hai.
My plan for tomorrow got cancelled. Now I have to stir up another plan so I can avoid square 1 and actually gain late afternoon element. hmmp...
Its so sad that I can't blog daily. I could have been able to post 'stuffs which i eat' onto my blog daily.
Hum kuch daar kyun hai? Hum ek Icchadari Naag Hai! Agar koi daar se laaga hai to voh tum ho. Kyun ki Upper ne hume zeher diya. Apna rakshar ki jiye. Aur Tu jaise syaitan ki vilaash hai!
Main Talli Ho Gayi!
I wanna watch good luck chuck, and that new korean drama I saw at my cousin's place. It sure must be fun. *WHEE*
Kitna random hai hume. Bilkul alag hai.
Damn this sinus! It won't go away! URGH!!!! Find some other people's nose to hog and irritate. I've had enough.
Till Next Time
ALVIDA!!!Labels: Is actually when I appear online
SLurBp @ 8:25 pm
Thursday, July 10, 2008
See What Can I Scoop
Hey,
I'm at my cousin's place now using his laptop. Its so cool! Irritating at first but then i got the hang of it. But its fun! at least he has a freaking computer! He's able to log on to internet, download & upload songs, check mail and do the many2 stuff that a computer and internet offers! Unlike me who can't do the stuffs mentioned above. Using his laptop make me wanna have my own laptop. I am so having a laptop when the time comes.
Its July now! Lots of my relatives including my brother, are celebrating their birthdays! But its sad because I'm broke! Ahaha. Speaking of birthday, I got my very first birthday present in my entire life! (correct me if I'm wrong) Its for this year's birthday. Thanks to Naaginn! She got my first birthday present! Though my birthday is not until September, Naaginn got me my birthday present now because currently there's a promotion going on. I'm not goinna tell whats the present. I'm going to wait until its near my birthday or when its my birthday or after my birthday. Keeping the suspends. ahahaha I'm so crappy.
Aaj Naaginn ki janam din hai. Voh bahut chup karte hain. Hum pata nahin ki kyun voh Naaginn itni chupee hai. Shayad uski janam din ki vajeseh. Hum voh Naaginn ki janam din zarroor wish karte hain. Abhi nahin raat saat baje mein.
I wanna watch movies! It has been like a million years since I last when to the movies. The last time I went to the movies was like November 2007 and now is July 2008. 7 months! Oh boy.
Still nothing huh? Still being quiet. Fine Be quiet.
Yeay! Tomorrow is Friday! Can't wait for tomorrow! Should I go to that place or not? Hmmp...
ALVIDA!!!Labels: laptop is so cool
SLurBp @ 4:08 pm
Monday, July 07, 2008
Feelings of an Heir
Hey,
The person whom I thought is a trustworthy turns out to be a traitor. I was betrayed and stabbed from the back by this person. The person is just like a Two-Headed Snake. From now on I'm just going to be extremely careful with whatever i say and with who. Even cousins back-stab each other and I don't want these people to treat me like some joker.
My uncle's phone is 'rosak' so he send it for repair. I "volunteered" my phone to him since he need a phone more than I do I mean he has to work and does his work with the aid of a phone so yah. But its sad coz I can't call or sms. Firstly my computer is destroyed so my ulterior source of connection with my network of people is abrupt. Then now I've no phone so it makes it worst. I've friends calling my home to talk to me and they were like: "Fhariz! What happen to you? Suddenly MIA!" How sad.
There's this friend of mine who i really treasure. She's my work place friend. I keep thinking about her lately. I am glad that i share beautiful moments with her at work as well as during that outing. Whenever we talk there's always this level of respect and sincerity. I keep thinking about all those moments lately. Now i found out that she's friends with my old friend. A person who is capable of making her not think about any other person. That is sad because i really wanna have a nice real relationship with this girl. I think I am falling in love with her.
I ate Turkey Ham Sandwich today. Its really nice! I feel like drinking Soda with lemon. And also Milkshake. I wanna eat corn dog. And pineapple and oooh Chocolates! Ahahaha.
Get outta my head! Can YOU please get out of my head! What Should I do to make me stop thinking about YOU?! URHH!!!!
I'm having sinus right now. Its so freaking irritating! I can't stand it.
SOmeone is avoiding me.
I'm so random, I know!
ALVIDA!!!Labels: damn those people
SLurBp @ 4:08 pm
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Inner-Self - Absorbed
Char Dino Ka Pyar O Rabba
Kitne Zamane Ki Lambi Judai
Maine Nazron Se Tujhe Choo Liya
Sajde Sar Jhukta Hai Asmaan Se
Bin Maange Yeh Jahan Pa Liya
Tujh Mein Rab Dikhta Hai Zara sa
The Heir
Fhariz Khan
a Virgo
am 19
Forever Undecisive
By His Side
His Family
Chocolates
Bvlgari
Naaginn
Harry Potter
Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna
Books
Music/M.O.S + Movies
Food!
Please Rot
Himselve
The "NONEs"
Trend Followers
Dogs and Bitches
Pathetic Losers
Worthless Cowards
Self-Absorbed Assholes
Irritating Specimens
Desires
$$$ - Loads of it!
Licence to Fly
Multi-Lingualable
Louis Vuitton Damier Geant Canvas
Gucci by Gucci Pour Homme EDT
Transformable
Bvlgari Parfums and Accessoires
Ben & Jerry's Forever
A Few Words
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