Hey,
Tomorrow will be the last day of the two weeks study break and I have yet to revise for common test next week. I am C-R-A-Z-Y! I shall mug for common test the whole of tomorrow and next week.
Seriously I feel like I've lost my mood towards school. I really do not know I guess when something is burning a serious hole then attempting it would just be dreading. But no. That is not the right attitude. I'm already in the middle of it. I'll just work hard to cross the other half and before I know it, I'm done! Yes and with discipline and optimism I believe I can handle school and actually graduate smoothly and with a good quality Diploma. And plus it is essential for my future.
I was hoping for Portugal to win the match against Brazil yesterday. They ought to score 3 goals and that would be good.
It would be nice if there isn't the need to worry for tomorrow, next week, next month, next year, 3 years down the road and so on. Often I crave for days where I just sit and do nothing. Quietly watching your life idly pass you by. Living day by day without a care in the world.
There can never be satisfaction in this world. That is what I observe by far. That polishes the imperfection of life. It makes it apparent especially with not the purest of heart owned by most of common people. Maybe most is a harsh word. Few might be appropriate. Then again whatever is being discussed and agreed by the heart and the brain nobody knows. Minus the empaths but seriously?
I seriously hope the spree is not for me. I also hope it wasn't me behind the reason you emerged out the aperture and what I thought might be you sighted upwards? I don't know but I'm hoping it is seriously not me. That is my hiding place. I need it when I'm sinfully running away from my obligation a few months once.
Analyzing for lemma is what I find a trouble right now.
Alvida.
Labels: Decisions plus idle