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I HATE MY LIFE! It is a complete BOREDOM! I just hate the state and condition that i am in right now. I have the worst parents anyone can ever find in this world! I am just sick and tired of living in this house or as i would rather say, my own personal HELL! I feel like i am living in the Communists-era!
Right now i am done with my Os, so basically i am having a long holiday. The holiday had just begin and i am already feeling extremely sick! During holidays people sleeps at 4am and wakes up at 12pm. As for me, i am expected to sleep by 11pm and forced to wake up by 7am the following morning. What is this man?! For some people waking up at 10am is very early. What about me? I am being forced to wake up at 7am every single day, including Sunday! This is so deplorable.
After waking up that early, i am expected to do my daily chores such as mopping the floor, cleaning the toilet, do the laundry. And i am suppose to run my errands. That includes teaching my idiotic younger brother and to conserve electricity. It is a general knowledge for my family that my usage of the computer for about 1 to 2 hours is the cause for the expensive electricity bill. Well what about my siblings who plays the PS2 every single day for about at least 6 hours? What about everyone else in my family (that includes my relatives as well) who plays the PS2 and the computer every single day for an immeasurable amount of time? Infringement!
I am 18 years old right now and i do not owe a hand phone. People around my age or even younger owns at least at 1 handphone. How pathetic! My mom's phone has a 500 free SMS and she rarely use the SMS service. Knowing this i use the free SMS. Recently the bill came and it states the cost for total SMS is $11.65/-. I am being blamed for that. The total home phone, hand phone and internet bill is $117/-. Once again i am being blamed for that. This is preposterous! When i checked the bill, i saw that the total SMS used was 230! Lesser that 500 and there is a $11.65/- rebate which means $11.65/- is deducted! During the fasting month, my parents made donations through telephone which cost about $10/- per call. The total cost is $40/-. What about my grandfather who does overseas calls almost every time?! Won't all this add up to $117/-? And i am being blame for that massive amount of bill whereas is my family's doing!
I am loathing my parents right now. They are the cause for the state that i am in right now. They are a pair of fun-sucker! They suck the fun out of my life! I can't believe at this age and after my exams are over i still have curfews! I don't have the freedom to go out whenever and or wherever i want to. There are a lot of things i can't do. There's a list! I so hate my parents! They destroy my dreams and more importantly they destroy my life! This is no exception to my siblings. All they do is make my life even worst!
I do not have a sense of belonging at home. Sometimes i feel like i am just like Cinderella! Except Cinderella is a female and i am a male. Cinderella is living with her stepmother and stepsisters while i am living with my family. But that's the thing. I feel like i am adopted. My own family made me feel that way. (actually there are loadz more stuffs i didnt say out)(Just didn't think it is appropriate for my to type it out here)
I am so freaking pissed. Stress and pressure is revolving around and inside me. I am so PASRAH! right now! *blurr* I am so sick and tired of living in this world...
ALVIDA!!!
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