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Friday, July 31, 2009
Rather Different
Hey,
Nothing is more comforting than blogging. Today is like a one-of-a-kind day. Not the typical days. OMG! Exams coming!
I wanna and must watch Love Aaj Kal.
I think I'm liking the song: She Wolf by Shakira. Its kinda catchy and nice.. Haha.
I don't know what its like with you. I'm afraid it might be another episode.
I'm sleepy and I have got loads to study.
Alvida!Labels: I would know..
SLurBp @ 10:28 pm
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Too Much To Think
Hey,
Today is like my pocky day! I had six boxes of pocky consecutively! Crazy huh! Well that thing is addictive I gotta tell ya.
Do we really have to chuck, maybe chuck is a harsh word. Put-aside. Do we really have to put-aside our 'dreams' in thinking for our future? And by future means our career and above all money? I'm not sure. It is so tempting yet dangerously when its chosen wrongly. What more for a fickle-minded person such as me. I don't wanna regret later on just because of the satisfaction and the easeness and the money i'll be getting now.
Then again its 3 years..
I'm having this throbbing headache and this annoying fever and it just won't go away! So not the time you stupid disease! I need to go to school and study!
Today at school, I saw this particular person alot actually! And the person actually looked at me in the most creepiest way I've ever known. Abit annoying actually. Suddenly I wanna puke.
OMG! Exams are drawing nearer! This is crazy!!! - and I got a B for EPC common test! Like OMG! B? EPC? ME? Doesn't that all seem so strange? But then again, I got B!!
Till here then
Alvida!Labels: The deep pain
SLurBp @ 9:54 pm
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Shall I draw it out then
Hey,
As odd as it sounds: I am Heartbroken.
I'd never thought I'd say this but I am. As of today it makes it all clear. That there was never us. Not even a single ray of hope. Not even with the 'help' and 'signals' from our dear friends. As mundane as it seems; I am clapping on my own again. Just as I thought there might be a chance. What we had, was it pretentious? Was it selfishness? Was it making-use of? Was it all a one big lie? You tell me. Seeing your significant other at a place where I'm obligated to really makes my heart boil. What he has that I don't?
I'd never thought that you would inflict this much pain upon me. The person I care for, bails on each and every time and above all adore with absolute intended biasness. Was there a point you would like to prove?
I'd never thought it would hurt this bad. Every single time even the littlest things are awefully painful. Is this retribution? If it is then what is the reason? Being stupid enough to fall for you? Even if it is, I would like to say that loving you is a pleasant feeling. I find comfort in you.
I'd never thought of such things being super major. I thought maybe because we go way back and there might just be some 'things'. Then again its not even close to a spark let alone flame.
Lambi Judai. Pehli Nazar Mein.
I wish you all the best in your love life. I hope he can fill you with the ever happiness and lots of love. You are a great person. You deserve to be loved. And as for him, he's lucky to have you. May you find all that you want and need in each other.
That was the best that could possibly get and went.
Alvida.Labels: I'd never thought..
SLurBp @ 10:04 pm
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Peaceful is Sacred
Hey,
Just came back. Had dinner with a cousin. Dinner was at FISH by Fish & Co. I enjoyed the mediterranean fish. The items from the salad bar was dissapointing. The place is damn nice I might all. But one thing made my day: Lemon Butter Dip!!! - I have a soft spot for that..
Lately I've been listening to loads of french and korean songs. Its addictive! Vois Sur Ton Chemin!
I HAVE to study! This is crazy! One more time: I HATE Communication Skills!
Distress mind. Far from serenity.
Yeay! Bandito and Cornetto Chocolate Mcflurry is back! Time to get fat!
And do we twist right?
Writings on the wall - Neither rhyme nor reason
You're a pest and a complete mess. With you its like cutting away nails which keeps growing back.
The ship has sailed, and soon will my foot!
Ek zara tum gale laaga lo hume, maut ko hum gale laaga lenge.
I'm super sleepy right now.
Alvida!Labels: Dealings of dealing
SLurBp @ 10:09 pm
Friday, July 24, 2009
Effectiveness as Proven
Hey,
I'm super sleepy. I have a pending assignment and I'm suppose to send an email of my script to my lecturer by tonight and I have barely even start working on that piece of script. This module is giving me a headache. I shall say: I hate Communication Skills up to a certain extent. Alot of extents actually.
The assignment that is, a formal presentation on tuesday, objective: Oral Presentation Skills. We have to talk for like >5 mins with visual aid such as powerpoint. Just give us an essay and ask us to read it out loud! That is also oral presenting and testing.
We have to dress up for the presentation. Damn annoying. I went to buy the required attire. I bought a long sleeve shirt, pants and two t-shirts. The brand is: Beverly Hills 90210! and I bought a short sleeve for my dad. The colour is nice.
God knows I spend alot today. Apart from the shirt for my dad and the two shirts for me, the rest all are unnecessary spending.
Oh no! This is week 14. Exams are in week 19! Five weeks to study! This is crazy! Stupid EPC! Giving me a bloody migrane! That module is pure annoyance!
You are the epitome of pathetic. Sadly with your immaturity and that utterly weak mentality of yours; you are just plain-boringly-disturbing pests. Something tells me you won't go far. Believe me you won't.
I'm craving for SUCCULANT desserts right now. One that tastes heavenly and just pure awesome. I feel like having creamy luscious cheesecakes. Soft, chewy, sweet and chocolatey cookies. Fudge brownies (not Cornelius fudge of-course. ahaha ok random!). Fruit tarts, sweet pretzels, not forgeting ice-creamS! Magnum White! Ben & Jerry's! McDonald's Cornetto Chocolate Mcflurry - the best mcflurry ever! URGH! I WANT TO EAT DESSERTS!
To what is beauty. Distinguish it is as to wherewith. Copacetic it is for such specimen to interpret so. Given its individuality being in repudiation.
I feel sorry for you. You're not that great of a person afterall.
Fly me to London this december. I wanna be in London this Christmas, celebrating the holiday season in a comforting city. Feeling the snow all over me. Indulging myself with the extremely delicious food and dessert that Christmas times has to offer. Please get me to London this coming Christmas.
My favourite zipcode: BH90210!
Alvida!Labels: Increment of intimidation
SLurBp @ 10:24 pm
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Who's Fault is That?
Hey,
Seems as though implementing the 200. Of the case its the usuals: busy-with-everyday-life.
I'm starting to fall sick. Wonder who's fault is that..
I've been feeling down and no mood lately. Again, wonder who's fault is that. I'm sick physically and presently towards which, under circumstances, I have to endure. All along I thought it would turn out just fine giving aside the differences and all. Little did I know. Its far more than that.
Its just not about being cotton to. It matters.
I keep thinking of it and accepting it as my retribution. Maybe it can be signs from god.
I feel like its coming back: The sick feeling that I once thought have long gone with time. Little did I know, It might and might have come back. This is something I really do not need right now. Giving the adversary being such minors - literally. - (ps: not to worry, there's definitely more to come seeing that its in the middle now)
I wanna and MUST watch Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince.
Next stop: Cold-Hard-Shiny Plastic. - Working hard on that.
I'm completely amazed. All this while I go around telling and spreading of the changes that I observe in you. Of the so-far-so-good success that you've had. I thought maybe for once maturity have sunk inside you; not deep but in enough. But sadly, yet again, I'm wrong. Once again you fit the initial description. Don't ever blame other for not responding to your sort of "hypocritical-reach-out". People have eyes and brain. People can definitely see. Beneath those waxes and multiple layers of sinful acids, people can really see. Grow up please.
These people are known as: Pure Cowards. I never wanted to jugde but you never fail to trigger me to. So once again, who's fault is that.
I am completely aware of the phrase: Its better to find a fault in yourself than to find thousands in others. But when you've 'scanned' yourself thouroughly, even with the aid of another seer, how do you keep finding fault in yourself? Even when it agrees with the initial; and that is that the other party is completely the one to blame. Alas, obliviousity is applied at best. From the accused and the victim. Nevertheless, who's fault is that.
I'm not praying for others' to be retributed, neither am I judging nor am I bothered. Every dog has it's day. I wonder when will yours arrive. Clearly I am NOT a dog. Whatever treatment that I get I accept it and embrace it well. Of-course filtering out those 'extra' and useless. Keeping in mind the useful and always remember the good ones. Who's fault is that.
All you need is a vast mirror smacked right in front of your face and all of your disgusting flaws will be told one by one until you are completely disgusted with your own self until you regret the day you were born into this world.
And they say I'm mean. Who's fault is that.
Alvida.Labels: Yon guessed well you thought wrong
SLurBp @ 10:31 pm
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Unwanted Problems
Hey,
So not in the mood right now. Having to pay for things you don't want is really painful what more when you have not much money.
When will I have so much money?
I need help.
Family politics is tough. Especially when its extended relative. Usually that's the case: Extended relative causing and creating the most redundant, unwanted, useless and pointless mess and you have to pay for it.
Define the level of annoyance and tolerance for this please.
OMG! Its 200! Can't believe it.
This is crazy.
I'm loving the bus 72 trips to and from school. Its serenely nice. Its like I get to spend some quality time with me, myself and I. Especially when there's not much people in the bus. I love long rides. I love school.
Alvida!Labels: Think of others' good deeds
SLurBp @ 10:33 pm
Parts of Charges
Hey,
I swear I wanted to post an entry about something earlier. And I totally forget just what the hell do I wanna post about so I decided to crash today's and make it a dumb one!
Happy weekdays people!
Alvida!Labels: Left unsaid as yet
SLurBp @ 12:20 am
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Me and You
Salaam
Do, pal ruka, khwaabon ka kaarvaan,
Aur phir, chal diye, Tum kahaan, Hum kahaan.
Do, pal ki thi, yeh dilon ki dastaan,
Aur phir, chal diye, Tum kahaan, Hum kahaan.
AlvidaLabels: Perhaps That is Why
SLurBp @ 11:45 pm
Friday, July 03, 2009
Point of Frustration
Hey,
WoW! Yet again I failed to study today. Holidays coming to an end! Only 2 days left! 2 freaking days! This is crazy! All in all I only manage to study for like 1 freaking day! This is crazy! Super crazy! I don't know what the hell did I do for the past 3 weeks of holiday.... Crazy..
But today was fun. After friday prayers, went to Giant with family. Giant Tampines. Bought the usual stuffs, cheese, butter, biscuits, chips etc. etc. After that went to eat dinner with family and some relatives. It was fun..
Now I'm super frustrated! Its bloody hot! And my stupid fan is irritating! My stupid legs are in pain! - The thighs part.. My stupid earphones won't just stay on my ears. The stupid internet connection keep having problems! I can't bloody log in to the stupid school's portal's website that that stupid cms website! How am I suppose to do that stupid e-quiz?! This is so stupid! And I'm typing like a stupid person! Keep backspacing-ing all the time! URGH!!!!!!!!!! This is so so stupid!
URGH!
I'm so sick!
Wouldn't it be nice if holidays are extended. Just one more week. They can have that home-based e-learning thingy. It would be so much fun! Don't have to go to school. I totally like and agree to the idea of home-based e-learning. I can totally understand the teacher. It would be so much fun! We only have to come to school for exams.
But no! We HAVE to go to school.
URGH!!!! IRRITATING!
I'm in pain...
Goodnight.
ALVIDA!!!Labels: Damn bloody annoying
SLurBp @ 11:12 pm
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Inner-Self - Absorbed
Char Dino Ka Pyar O Rabba
Kitne Zamane Ki Lambi Judai
Maine Nazron Se Tujhe Choo Liya
Sajde Sar Jhukta Hai Asmaan Se
Bin Maange Yeh Jahan Pa Liya
Tujh Mein Rab Dikhta Hai Zara sa
The Heir
Fhariz Khan
a Virgo
am 19
Forever Undecisive
By His Side
His Family
Chocolates
Bvlgari
Naaginn
Harry Potter
Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna
Books
Music/M.O.S + Movies
Food!
Please Rot
Himselve
The "NONEs"
Trend Followers
Dogs and Bitches
Pathetic Losers
Worthless Cowards
Self-Absorbed Assholes
Irritating Specimens
Desires
$$$ - Loads of it!
Licence to Fly
Multi-Lingualable
Louis Vuitton Damier Geant Canvas
Gucci by Gucci Pour Homme EDT
Transformable
Bvlgari Parfums and Accessoires
Ben & Jerry's Forever
A Few Words
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