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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

White Christmas

I'm dreaming of a White Christmas
Just like the ones I used to know
Where the treetops glisten,
and children listen
To hear sleigh bells in the snow

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white

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SLurBp @ 11:57 pm

All I Want For Christmas Is You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
And I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree

I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
And I, I just wanna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for St. Nick
I won't even stay awake
To hear those magic reindeer click

Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding onto me so tight
What more can I do
Oh baby, all I want for Christmas is you

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of childrens'
Laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me
The one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me, quickly

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see my baby
Standing right outside my door

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby, all I want for Christmas is you

All I want for Christmas is you, baby

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SLurBp @ 11:50 pm

Let It Snow

Oh the weather outside is frightful
But the fire is so delightful
And since we've no place to go
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

It doesn't show signs of stopping
And I've bought some corn for popping
The lights are turned way down low
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

When we finally kiss goodnight
How I'll hate going out in the storm!
But if you'll really hold me tight
All the way home I'll be warm

The fire is slowly dying
And, my dear, we're still goodbying
But as long as you love me so
Let It Snow! Let It Snow! Let It Snow!

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SLurBp @ 11:47 pm

Monday, December 21, 2009

What's Sure

Hey,

OK I will be going on a Holiday trip to KL this week and its confirm! No more contemplating. I am going. Yeay! Finally I'm going KL. Last I went there was Dec 2006 so now three years later, I'm going again. I'm so excited.

I wanna bring my camera along. No way I'm giving it to my uncle for his Bangkok trip which clashes with mine.

Lost for words. I admire the dwell. Who'd knew wandlore is such fascinating subject.

I'm having sudden cramps on both of my thigh. Annoying.

Alvida.

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SLurBp @ 11:50 pm

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Redundant Much

Hey,

Dearest cousin went to Malacca for a holiday trip, together with dear friend. For some reason I shall not name these few personnel. Breach of security. Ok I just realized it sounds pathetic but yes. Dearest cousin and me, we had a pact about keeping certain facts a secret or a hush-hush to a certain group of people who'd be acquaintance to the initial and let on for some. Crucial you know. Wouldn't want history to resurface right?

I'm craving for onion rings right now. This is bad right since its already late at night and I'm hungry.

I wanna go out and grab something to eat but my night buddies are out of town and some are too far away to make night outs which is redundant.

I love magnum white. It is really nice.

Alvida!

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SLurBp @ 11:24 pm

Friday, December 18, 2009

Stern Advocate

Hey,

Its finally here! The holidays! I'm simply overwhelmed!

I was totally worried for no good reasons. Clearly there was nothing. I'm relieved.

As for the other, there definitely is something on. For some reason maybe being fat kind of showcases one's hidden agenda.

A:


I know you've been been bitching about me behind my back. I am totally aware of it. I totally don't give a fuck if you do. Its just too bad that you've got a problem with me. It is totally your problem. You are a plain fucking irritating fat donkey who is sensitively obsessed with your fucking self. I've heard the rumors that you spread around. As for now things are taken care off. If in the future this thing gets worst or for some reason you and your fat-and-crazy clicks make it worst, then its nothing but you deal with me. That's right! Don't you ever think that when I keep quiet I'm not doing anything. You are so fucking wrong! You have absolutely no idea what I'm capable of doing. Let me just warn you that I can turn the whole world against you. If you think you're a bitch then well here's news: I AM A BIGGER BITCH THAN YOU ARE! You have totally no idea! I don't do bad things but the trigger is damn near and you're really hitting it on! You don't know me at all! I'm tolerating you every single day. Just don't cross any wire or you're fucking dead! And I really mean it this time. You are a kid so whatever I can do to you or the pain that I'm able to inflict on you is something way beyond your mental capability. I won't touch on capacity because that's one section you're really good at. Dare to do anything, I'm telling you. You better watch it! I can make you suffer and I'm able to bring you down hard onto the ground even if it seems impossible literally. I can be your worst nightmare you freaking idiot! You are SO full of yourself and it makes me wanna puke. Touch me if you dare and I swear to god you'll get it!

B:

You're a freaking idiotic fat bitch who thinks people are stupid. Well maybe half the people you tell things to are but I AM NOT! What were you thinking telling me those things and thought I'd believe you completely like a stupid fool and trust you?! You're the last creature I trust. You are a devious double-crossing hypocrite who deserves a bitch slap left and right! And what's with that fucking face and that fucking attitude you give?! Better wash that smirk as well as those dirts off your face! YOU'RE A FUCKING STUPID HYPOCRITE BITCH! I've had enough of you. You just wait the day I lost it and you face the fucking fuck music!

C:

You're crazy! Most people thinks its your heritage from the other side of your family. That is just too bad! I just hope you rot in hell or wherever you can! What's your freaking problem?! You rat about someone who's fucking dear to you who has been fucking rooting for you for your entire fucking life and you went to see a fucking relative and do what exactly?! What were you thinking?! Have you fucking lost it?! And what's up with confiding to a family member who's an outsider?! Where are your fucking judgments?! Are you really that fucking crazy?! Or should I say stupid?! You know its just sad, annoying and freaking irritating that next year where you've decided to pursue your life to. You're fuckingly stupid! This is what you get for fucking clicking with fucking idiots! You're a complete moron! You know what, people are right time will tell. Time will let us, in fact all of us including you to realize and see what a complete idiotic moron you are! You are such a dog! And the best part is, you know you are one and you're blessing yourself to being it! Happy devoted to your bitch you freaking dog!

D:

You are one stupid moronic bitch who's waiting for your day to get a bitch slap! its just sad and irritating that I can't give you that bitch slap which you totally deserve! But that's not the end of the world. I've other means of giving you that bitch slap! This is what you get for associating with a freaking shaman! I'm a nice person to be frank but you don't deserve the nice part of me. You just wait. And for a second if you think after what I'm going to do you'll get to interrogate me well you thought wrong bitch! You have absolutely no idea! You just wait! I will deal with you bit by bit and give you what you deserve in the most painful way you've ever known!

Moronic bitches of the same kind will flock together.

Most probably I'll be going away this Christmas. Its a vacation trip for this holiday. This is the reason behind why I'm looking forward to this holiday. I'm still contemplating however. Right now I really can't decide whether do I really wanna go or not. I'll just let time decide and think it through this weekend.

Its this time of the year that I really wish I'm in London or Zurich or New York having a White Christmas and play with snow!

Alvida!

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SLurBp @ 11:04 pm

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Amazement Inn Still

Hey,

There's two papers tomorrow, EG1212 and EG1204. I SWEAR TO GOD I STUDIED NOTHING FOR BOTH PAPERS.

It has been or rather its my switch-off-with-school mode right now. I don't know why but I couldn't bother any lesser.

Fhariz Khan should really advice Raoul Khan to keep quite and refrain from talking.

I can't wait to see my 2 days old (as I'm typing this) cousin.

A certain someone avoid this very question whenever I ask that person. However I was given an Instant statement which for some reason, I'm finding it super hard to believe!

I should really go to sleep.

I'm really happy I cleared a certain air. More like a certain doubt. Clearly what I doubted is wrong and my instincts are right!

I just can't wait for common tests to be over and Holidays to finally dawn. Speaking of holidays, I have some hanging plans for this holiday.

I wanna eat Cookies!

Alvida!

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SLurBp @ 12:34 am

Monday, December 14, 2009

Positive Too Weight

Hey,

Earlier today was Maths common test. I would say: Happy Flunking! Its really wasted as I knew most of it bits and pieces. Had I study, I would nail the paper but now I think I'm nailed. Uff!

Shall spend the whole of tomorrow mugging. I have three more papers and one of which I must, repeat, MUST get an A or A++ for it.

I'm excited for the holidays. I can't wait for Christmas! I wanna eat Truffles and Oatmeal Chocolate Chip Cookies. This is the best time of the year to spend my money at Cold Storage or The Market Place at Paragon. Speaking of which, I went to see the Christmas lights the other night with family. Its really nice the lightings and decorations. I have to take a trip down to Orchard Road again. It's a must!

I had a really weird dream last night. I dreamt of me, stuck in a bottle. Squeezed into a bottle which is smaller than myself. I was gasping for air. It was claustrophobic. It was crazy. I woke up suddenly. Went back to sleep and had another stupid dream. This time its about snakes! Insane! I mean I admit I am an Ophidiophobia but why does it have to appear in my dream? And its not just any snake its those brown cobra. URGH! Crazy! And I've had dreams on these stupid creature not once or twice but a million times.

Moving on. On another note, I dreamt of my grandmother the other day. My Nani came to my dream! That was good. And ummm oh yes! I had a dream and in that dream I saw myself on a big ship sailing to god knows where. But the surroundings in the dream was beautiful and I was smiling and feeling happy. I assume its a positive dream. :)

I really wanna and have to get out of this country!

I just can't wait to be done with Poly and to pursue my long-awaited Degree program and to kick start my career in I've-yet-to-decide-what-it-is. That can wait I guess. Most probably it'll be in the Aviation or Aerospace industry. Something relative. Its better I guess, for progression purposes etc.

There has been this air lately. Despair, Ignorant, Ditching, Betrayal, Insolent and Selfishness. I pray for all of it to stop.

Alvida.

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SLurBp @ 10:40 pm

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Unsung Thought

Hey,

I miss you blog!

I wanna watch De Dana Dan. The song is really growing on me.

I'm moodless right now. I went swimming. I'm darker now.

I think I just got ditched, bitched, or ignored. I wonder why.

Something is not right somewhere. Definitely not right.

This is crazy.

I think about you alot these days. Its really unbelievable. I guess I'm missing you alot.

Insane! I think.

I need to study. Common Test in 2 days! C-R-A-P!

Alvida!

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SLurBp @ 11:00 pm

Saturday, December 05, 2009

Dwell Amidst Memories

Hey,

I am stressed. I've been feeling down. I do not know why. I'm moodless, emotional, down and just could not be bothered with things. I wonder why.

I'm searching for an answer to this whole revelation. What could it possibly be? I'm despising school right now. With me being in this form, school is a drag. Everyday I go to school with this constant complacency. I could feel the vibe. Especially when I'm near or around or with a certain human beings.

I never thought I'd say this, but school is eating me up. What with its timing, the load of work, assignments, tests, all kind of shit. It really is eating me up.

How does one reacts when one found out or realizes a person's true self? What does one do or suppose to do when one found out that a person is on to something? What does one do when a person has been badmouthing one behind most peoples' back? What does one do when one knows a certain people is or are constantly having a problem with one?

You don't give me a reason to not hate you. I blame you completely for all that you've done, doing and going to do. The best part is, you're still a kid. Let me repeat that: A KID! A kid who has too much, way too much of sinful acids both metaphorically and literally. You have too many obvious flaws and you're not doing anything about it.

I've something that I wish to convey to you: I've my own form of temper. You do not want that side of me to surface. I know I don't. Please variate while I'm still tolerating.

I spent the whole of today doing e-quizzes. What a goner.

I don't know what its like with you. One moment you're hot and then you're cold. Why are you doing this? I can't help but to think its my fault. Did I do something? Did I say something that made you turn your back against me? I feel guilty every time I think about it. What went down between us. Here I'm thinking maybe we can pick things up where we left them. I am, however getting a feeling that I'm clapping on my own this time round. Its really saddening. Such a waste. We both share the same birthday, birthyear and birthdate. I know its petty but up to a certain extent. And yes, up to a certain extent. There is a connection. I can tell. When I hear your voice over the phone the other time, I cannot tell you how much I've missed that voice. How much I missed talking to you over the phone. How many sleepless nights we spent being with each other. Alas its too late now isn't it? You've clearly moved on. Effort gone to waste.

Hear these words, hear my cry,
YOU who have clearly drifted-by.
Let the object of objections return,
So its existence may be reaffirmed.

I've gained weight! What a horror! I shall spend the whole of tomorrow mugging. I've test here and there and every now and then. What could be worst? Like its peak period now huh.

Alvida!

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SLurBp @ 11:44 pm

Tuesday, December 01, 2009

Much Less To Much

Hey,

I've been meaning to blog. I just haven't got the time. School has been stressful. Its week 7 now. Common test is on week 9. This week right up to the common test week we have tests here and there! Holidays' not until week 10! Pfft! This is driving me crazy!

Yesterday I witnessed 3 accidents. 3 accidents in one day! I got goosebumps when I saw the third.

I'm uploading pictures of chalet over at FB. Its taking a while. I suck at using its functions. :)

Tomorrow is Wednesday and I have lecture from 9am - 3pm. What an ideal day to not go to school!

I wanna go to KL. I really should. If I have an opportunity I will definitely go to KL.

I have some things that I wanna post about and I shall blog about it on the next post I think.

Alvida!

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SLurBp @ 11:13 pm

Inner-Self - Absorbed


Char Dino Ka Pyar O Rabba
Kitne Zamane Ki Lambi Judai
Maine Nazron Se Tujhe Choo Liya
Sajde Sar Jhukta Hai Asmaan Se
Bin Maange Yeh Jahan Pa Liya
Tujh Mein Rab Dikhta Hai Zara sa

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Fhariz Khan
a Virgo
am 19
Forever Undecisive

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Please Rot

Himselve
The "NONEs"
Trend Followers
Dogs and Bitches
Pathetic Losers
Worthless Cowards
Self-Absorbed Assholes
Irritating Specimens

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$$$ - Loads of it!
Licence to Fly
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