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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Juz running my errands

Hey... im juz updatin my blog n everythin... its been abt a week since i last blog. mayb bcoz im abit bz nowadaes... well tis tyme round, no big news or secret.

today is a thursday, 27th April 2006 n im typin these at 10.54pm (for my fwens from all over e world mainly those is London & Dallas) n luckily i didnt went skool todae! iznt tat gr8! i was so happi... well my fwen n i convinced each other tat tis is our official private holidae by the ministry... haha no la actually todae my fwen n i both our classes have P.E (physical education) so we r so reluctant n god damn lazy to go to skool so we stayed at home....

today i woke up at around 9am. watched tv then at 12.24pm pm i went online i chat wit my other fwens who eventually didnt went to skool as well. then at 1pm i watched The Oprah show followed by La Heredera. then on i played The Sims 2 for e last tyme before i have to surrender it back to my fwens tomorrow... wat a bloody shiok, relaxin n detressing game seh! i lyke t alot... but too bad it my fwen's so i have to return it...

seriously my exams r ard the corner... its next week tuesday 2nd may 2006 rite after labour day holiday... speakin of labour day... i might wanna go out on tat dae... haha e reason is simple. both my parents n my aunts n uncles will be at Johor Baharu, Malaysia attending to my couzin's wedding... so its goinna be very time consuming bcoz of then journey n im expectin e traffic jams so tat my parents wud at least reach home at 10/11pm.. tat'll be gr8 as i can go out n have fun for all i care!!!! hahaha

ok i guess its till here for now... i think rite mayb tomorrow night at around 9pm i will blog again after i came back from my tuition... coz u know i lurve bloggin n rite now ima go on n update my personal blog... ouh mayb tomorrow nite or satudae mornin then i'll update my personal blog. coz i juz update it last nite... haha oklah its lyke 11.37pm rite now n i wanna go sleep coz tml mornin i need to wake up ard 6.15am to go to skool so... till here.... SAYONARA....

SLurBp @ 10:54 pm

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Frustration OVER!!!!!

hehe.. well im feelin quite happi rite now... coz my comp OK readi!!!!! haha.. well it actually didnt went spoilt or anythin, its juz my stupidness.. the cable which links the monitor to the cp got loosen n i didnt realised it so all tis while i tot its spoilt n has got some faultyness or sumthin.. a few daes ago wen i switch on my comp then my monitor went blank again... suddenly there's tis tought tat came across my mind: look at e back of e monitor n check if everythin is alrite... i i did! then on i realise its ntg wrong but juz 1 cable terlepas... i really felt so stupid at tat tyme... so i fixed evrythin n evrythin is back to normal again!!! haha

yesterday was really fun for me! at first in e mornin went to skool. finish skool then went to tampines interchange n did sumthin important for a while then str8 away went back home... reached home at abt 2pm... then changed get readi n everythin at abt 4pm i went out n meet three of my couzins... (apparently im the youngest) then walked to tampines interchange, board the train n went first all e way to bugis coz my couzin need to uy sumthin stupid.. then we went to Ngee Ann City Civic Plaza n we ate at SEOUL GARDEN!!!!!!!! - MY FAV PLACE... well of coz after certain places la... so e bill was a total of $110.50 for 4 ppl... paid the bill during entry time then we ate n ate n ate lyke mad ppl for all we care!!!! i ate alot of things... we spent abt a few hrs there....

after eatin at ard 7pm then went out of tat Ngee Ann city coz i litterally hate tat place for some reasons... well we cross over n went to: PARAGON!!!!!!!!! - MY FAV MOST FAV N EXCLUSIVE SHOPPING CENTRE!!!!!!!! - TATS MY PLACE!!!!! haha juz braggin... we went to marks n spencer... i bought some things there mostly chocalates... then went to Toys 'r' us... my couzins were lookin for sumthin... n i bought HARRY POTTER Scene It game! i was so excited!!!! its really fun... then went out of PARAGON then went to The Heeren Shops... first i go the flash n splash, bought slippers which is so lawaR! n bought another wallet... then go to HMV!!! n guess wad i bought... - HARRY POTTER and the GOBLET OF FIRE 2-disc DVD special edition, Mariah Carey's The Emancipation Of MiMi - Ultra Platinum Deluxe edition and Destiny's Child Live in Atlanta dvd edition with special features!!!!!! whoah!

ater spendin some time at heeren then we went to sk tangs... my couzin wanna buy sumthin there... at e same tyme i bought famous amos there... then wrap it all up n went back home... reached at ard 11pm... so exhausted n str8 away went to bed....

shiok rite!!!! i really had a gr8 tyme last nite.... n rite now its a Saturday afternoon at ard 1.18pm n im typin tis......

SLurBp @ 12:46 pm

Saturday, April 15, 2006

At a frustrated point

gosh! y ish tis even happenin man! my wonderful possession juz fade black out! my greatest possession tat is: my flat-screen 160 gig computer! its lyke rosak! rosak as in the pc n everythin can work except for the stupid flat screen monitor... it will juz turn bloack out wenever i switch it on! my dad said tat LCDs are sensetive... the hell it is... rite now wen the time i really really need to use my computer; tis thing happen! how frustrating it iz! URGH!!!!

and rite now its a saturday nite n im at my couzin's place usin the computer checkin my mail, msn, update my blog n everythin.... i really hate it seh! well i guess i used to using my own computer every evening from 6pm onwards then i will do everythin n watever i wanna do on my own pc but now.... urgh!!!! well i hope tat bloody monitor will come back to its senses n eventually let me use it happily....

SLurBp @ 8:18 pm

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Nursing a long-reppressed-feeling wound

The day is goinna end soon for today... so i better rush rush post tis entry before its 12am whereby Wednesday falls in... ok today has been one of those days where im on e timeline of 75% at the junction of the verge of happiness... nothing much to be exact... juz tat ouh ya my couzin got admitted to the hospital today... we all tot tat she was having a high fever den surprisingly she was having appendix! luckily she's staying at Henderson (Bukit Merah) so its very near to Singapore General Hospital (SGH) i havnt have got e tyme to vist her yet... mayb tml evening ard 7pm after my tuition...

Speaking of tuition... i feel so lucky to have my tutor as my tutor... im so thankful and flattered.. really i m... my tutor n me is in e process of shaping back myself to make me study n work hard towards my major exams... i really lyke it man!! Study smart but Play harder!!!! now i realyl wanna pass all my exams n essessments n go all the way and graduate with a bachelor's degree or sumthin. as long as i have a degree. tats e minimum tat i wanna possess... its for my own future and better self anyway... mayb in e future who noes after taking my degree i might wanna proceed taking masters!!! ooo - theoritically speakin

Now i realised tat there's tis fwen of mine who has not been talkin to me since yesterday... its been 2 days alreadi... i dunno why... as far as I'm concern, i didnt offend tat fwen of mine... so why muz tat fwen ingore me? i juz dun lyke it... i hate to have grudges on ppl n i absolutely hate it wen my fwens have grudges over me... plz... ppls vengeance & hatred is nvr e way out... well mayb its juz the another episode of people-juz-wanna-ignore-me-for-sumtime-n-eventually-a-long-time again... well its their decision n its their rights n prerogrative anyway... so wat can i do

The important thing rite now is CONSTANCE VIGILIENCE!!!! - n some ppl say im mad! haha tryin my best to quote a phrase out from my favourite beloved movie of all time: Harry Potter and the Goblet Of Fire... that's alastor moody a.k.a mad-eye moody's line... hehe

But then again im still thinkin abt tat special her... the her who's my age rite now... i think she noes tat i into her or sumthin... n i noe for sure tat she's not into me at all! of coz she's into chinese guys n there's no way in hell tat im goinna turn into a chinese guy... here i am trying my best to tan myself... but nvr mind the main point is i still wanna lyke e person though knowing well enough tat she's not into me n all but there's no wrong for me to like her! URGH!!!! so god damn angry wit myself!!! i shudnt have told anyone but myself or only juz the first three ppl i told especially the first person i told (because of some ironic, darstic n desperate situation) then it wud be better off!!! ARGH-URGH!!!!

OK its 12.13am rite now... its a Wenesday mornin GD-MORNIN ppl!!!! haha

SLurBp @ 11:49 pm

Sunday, April 09, 2006

One perfect week anyone?

haha... i wud rather call it a One perfwect week anyone.... well here i m posting a new entry again... ok today is the Sunday 9th April 2006 10.36pm n soon today will be over n tis week will be over n in less than 2 hours, a fresh new week will start... a week tat i myself is unsure how's its outcome goinna b lyke....

surely muz be wondering y i keep mentioning bout week n a perfwect week.... well... this past week had been a perfwect week for me!!! seriously... from Monday 3rd April yil todae Sunday 9th April 2006... its juz fun... nvr felt bored lyke usual... felt so happy like on of a kinda happy

k on monday 3rd april i went to skool... as usual it was kinda fun though n n my fwens laughed alot... then after skool i went to home then went to tuition n all... then watched desperate housewives at nite.. then e next day 4th April still went to skool as usual... but then on tat dae both my best fwens didn't came to skool so i was alone but luckily there's Dan, Aim, Dahlia, Diyana, MARIAH n shahril who's best fwen oso didnt went skool tat dae & Faiza!!!! (haha of coz how cud i forget Faiza!!!! haha) so we spent e day together-gether(kate ganda) after skool str8 away went back home... on tat day sumtime ard 5pm i started feeling so sick... so blah blah blah... by nite tyme after watching Charmed n Natasha, i've got fever n cold!!! juz perfwect rite!

so the next day on, wed 5th April, i didnt went to skool, my fever was 38.6 deg so in e mornin i went to tampines polyclinic... then e doctor, Mr Vincent Chia (hes so nice to me so muz mention his name) is very kind n 'peramah' n gave me a 2 days mc!!!! iznt tat perwect! i was lyke yea man! so finish all at 8.45pm then went to bweakfast then went back home... so they day i spent sleeping n sleeping n sleeping so tat i cud get better 4 e next day coz its a official holiday for me! yup its true so e next day, thurs 6th April, i woke up at 10.55am... i quickly bathed ate my bweakfast n stuffs then played e game 'The Sims 2' on my PC lantak until 4-5pm... then again they day went on tat i wudnt bother tellin coz its juz perfwect...

then e next day fri 7th april, i had to go to skool... i tot its goinna boring but it turned out so differently... 1st 2 periods of e day wen had e big breakfast thingy... it was very very fun! i was wit 5N2!!!! so so happi!!! it was fun seriously n mr feraj ate e hell out he cud! one slice after another! then recess was juz gr8 got to noe some dirty lil'll secrets then after recess amrita bumped onto aishah n tats wen we all got to noe tat amrita had an EX never mind a boyfwen!!! so after skool huda, fizah n me walk out of e skool through e main gate... fizah went wit nabil n i went to e busstop near fizah's place, board e bus then went to tampines interchange... reach there then took e train n went to city hall station then wen to the popular bookstore at Bras Basah Rd... tat place holds a variety of books!!!

next day on sat n sun 8th & 9th April, everythin went so damn bloody perfwect (except for some thing i wudnt wanna mention coz if i do then it wont sound so gd) coz its e weekend!!! n luv weekends especially saturday!!! my favourite day of the entire week!!!! so tats how i spent my entire week... a one perfwect week i wud like to say........

SLurBp @ 10:36 pm

Saturday, April 01, 2006

Set me free.... plz, Anyone?!....

Living life full of misconceptions and missed oportunity.... tat is wat im living and going through rite now... y? i myself cudnt answer tat question... the question tat have been playing in my mind for many many years.... how i wish i cud juz run away from home... i hate living in tis empty sick life-controlled curfew life anymore!! i wanna be free... i dun like to be so damn protected n controlled by my parents... they r over-protecting me! i wanna be free!!! i wanna be free!!! plz anyone out there plz set me free!!!

i cud see tat most teenagers out there r living their hopeful lifes with happiness... all my fwens, my couzins n even those ppl from overseas in which i chat wif, r all living their life wit happiness.. they all got wataver they wanted... things like fones, mp4, electronic devices mostly n stuffs tat most teenegers be wanting n having. but sadly i dun have any of 'em... they all got wat they wanted... as for me, i all cud do is wishing n wishing n wishing... sickening

another thing is love.... y does everyone have to go on steady? it really hurts! i can see tat everyone around me is attached or coupled! its lyke an atmosphere tat's been revolving around me eversince! i dun like it!! urgh! i cudnt b wit the person i wan to b wif! no one understands me! i really really want to be wit e person! be e person's steady... know how iz it lyke to be in love n experience it for myself the ups n downs of being in a teenagers-young love kinda relationship.... i nvr experience it all.... i guess im never meant to experience it at all... all i can do is be happy to myself n imagine me being wit tat person... living life happily.... n for some of you out there who juz cant seem to stop irritate me, if u r wondering the person is a gurl ok! she's my age. turning 17 tis year thank-you... so better dun hav any misconceptions ok..... well i guess tis is how my life suppose to be... its fated... n im living life of sadness... my life is so sad... tats the truth... a truth i've been hiding for years n now i really have to let myself admit tat my life is so sad.... i've got ntg much within me...

Happi April fool's Day ppl-everyone................................

SLurBp @ 10:22 pm

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