Hey,
All things considered a bad day. I'd say.
I've had one of the many bad days. One thing led on to the other. What could be worst my MP3 decides to go flat so I had to listen to people and their rants in the bus. Not to mention something that is really painful for me to see and hear. Its like slowly and steadily slicing through pieces of my heart with some Japanese Razors.
I wanna eat the twister fries and have strawberry milkshake at McDonald's. The epitome of fat but Whatever! Fats can be dealt with later.
I wanna plan a trip to KL. I've to start saving up money.
I had this really weird dream last night. I was in a car with my two other cousins. We were driving in some deserted and constricted area. I'm sure its Somewhere east because we passed by many abandoned schools and one of the building had this on its wall: Pasir Ris School. If I'd remember correctly the building was painted orange. Really weird isn't it? The sky was pitch black and everything was really dark. The buildings look terribly tainted and worn out left and right. Its a complete ghost town. The car lights were our only source for light. It should be night time right? Its really weird.
When I was just fooling around and not taking things seriously, you're madly in love with me. Now that I can't stop falling crazy in love with you, you're never there. I see you're just fooling around now. So where do we go here on? I'm really clueless. Fill me in.
As I sat by staring blankly into nothingness, drifted away by the sounds of music, you're all I think of. Of the songs which are just too painful to even hear. This is indeed torture. I solicit everyday hoping that I could go back in time, carefully writing our beautiful love story with you by my side. Salvaging and Indulging the sweet, sweet treasure that we once had and ensure its longevity ensured in times to come. I really miss You baby.
I really wanna go watch Sherlock Holmes.
I'm having this really throbbing headache right now, my muscles are aching everywhere and this stupid sore throat and chest won't go away. Its like my respiratory system is in pain on the whole. I've swallowed medicines after medicines and there's still no signs of cure. This is really bad. I'm too dependent on drugs and being complacent about it. I should really stop. It is not healing me, it is only deteriorating me even worst.
Amidst these series of misfortunes and sad, sad story, I found myself a piece of good news. Like a tiny ray of silver lining shining with the minimal amounht of light possible. I found one of my ring. The other ring and not the one I lost my heart to. But still I found it back and I'm just happy.
I'm really stressing. I've lots of reports, projects and tutorials to complete and time is really running. I really need to pull through and nail every school work together with school at the right spot. I have big plans for my education path and it starts right here right now where I'm still in Poly. I'm keeping my fingers crossed and hope not to jinx it.
With that I shall chew on some gastric tablets and head to bed. Another long day tomorrow to face. Oh boy!
Alvida!
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