Hey,
All in a day's work, that's it. Now I can barely remember what went through, what went wrong and what went down.
I wonder why my visions are cloudy lately. Part of me saw the beautiful wonder and that lifts me up, oh how magnificent. Another part of me however can't seem to draw away from this disappointment, this unknowing pain that fills the vicinity. I pray for all of it to stop.
I really wish I have supernatural powers. I know it sounds tacky and childish and illogical but I really do wanna have some 'gifts'.
I learn from a few friends that this is all the work of nature and its all natural's accord. There's just something so convincing that took me away.
How does a person gets to be sure of what the uncertainties are? They just don't unfold themselves. To what extent are they all just coincidence? If its too much of a residential visits then It can't be coincidence right? How do we know how much of it is right or are we even right?
This is all one big blur.
Is it alright to consistently not trust people? Is is alright to constantly doubt others even if there's nothing left to doubt? Is it alright to continue keeping people in the dark and have that sympathetic feeling growing bigger and bigger inside? Alas, it all falls down to: Doubts and Instincts.
Life is full of mysteries, options and choices. The optimists would give it a hard thought and muster all the positive potential vibes around and go forth. The pessimists would always choose to believe and trust the untowards, go forth with whatever they have and then think of the options they're left with and the decision that they have to make.
So basically its about how you see things. What are your perceptions and how much is your capabilities mentally.
It is easy to grow old - just let nature takes it's course but its one whole different big thing to grow older mentally. It takes huge effort. Maturity, sense and logic will eventually starts to flow.
Alvida!
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