Hey,
I found something belonging to a person I once know and how I wish I had not known the person and the rest of the people from where I get to know the person and the rest.
As expected there were what I thought it would be, only worst. Did not know you would have so much hatred in you.
Months it has been and clearly we've moved on. The fact can be worrying and trembling for the victim. But deep down we all know NO one would give a damn over a matter as petty as this, or something related.
No one in their right mind would ever sacrifice themselves over another especially not when its a new 'hangout click' and for instant gratitude.
I admit I agree to most of your points. But you are as rigid as it is.
Think over it now with a calm mind and the purest of heart you've claimed to possess.
If your ego still subsides then I'll have nothing else to say but to admit defeat. Not defeat for the whole 'battle for security' but defeat for what a waste to a person I thought to be intellectual.
I'm surprised by how positive some can be. That is maturity. Sadly for some, who apparently seems oblivious, do not know what is maturity despite their age. And that is no exception for you.
Everything happened for a reason and there's always a blessing in disguise. For me, I've seen and know the blessing and thank-god I am aware and realize myself despite the abrupt end.
Now every time I were to think of something positive or the goodness of things, I would be instantly reminded of the things you've said and also what some other people have said.
People's mouth I can't shut and people I can't and shouldn't and don't have to impress. If you think I'm a bad apple then so be it. I've no means of amending the situation. Nor would I ever say or do things in return. I'm not playing angel here but just tired and couldn't be bothered. People like you and the rest are just a waste of time and especially do not deserve my time.
When you think of it, that's about what your life has to offer and what you can probably get. I feel sad for you. And damn right never do I wanna see your face or anyone from that place's faces again. Never!
I hope our paths don't ever cross. As I've said, it has been months.
I am happy now. With what my life has to offer and look forward to the future, my future. It is definitely bright as it is now without people like you and the rest, let alone the future. I can see my future being as bright as the sun on its happy days.
What is life without hassle, problems, obstacles and much more? This is life. Life is a bitch but you just have to rely on yourself and be the bitch who wins at the end of the day.
I throw whats left, over and done away. I treasure what I have now and hope for the best in the future. As what you seem to be, I'm a very much happy and fun-filled person and I don't give a damn to what people think.
With that I believe you have no point to prove or even label me with words such as sadistic, pathetic or whatever that comes to your mind. Because clearly, deep down, we both know neither of us are any of those things.
I wish you and the rest all the best for your endeavors. Because some of you are wonderful people who has good intentions in life and deserves success.
I am grateful to god for whatever I'm given and have right now.
I will always pray to god for blessing and care.
People change themselves along the way as they want to be a better person at the end. And only people with brain will see the change and accept people for who they are and for those who've changed for the better. There's no harm in giving people chances. You are no god to be punishing people.
The exact reason why I've mellowed down and forgive all those who has constantly hurt me or those who deliberately hurt me. Part of it I just could not be bothered and part of it is I realize myself for who I am and Its not in my hand to decide someone's fate or to punish the person.
Stare blankly into the mirror. Think of all the things you've done.
ALVIDA!