Hey,
I just reached home like half-an-hour ago. Just came back from my cousin's engagement. When I left that place, it was in the state of cleaning up and all but because of some reasons I had to leave.
I should have listened to my instincts. After I ate, I should have just left. It would be so SO much better! At least I'll be at home. I wouldn't receive all sorts of nasty or whatever remarks.
Was humiliated in front of others by some worthless people. Never knew it would be this hurtful. Moments after the humiliation in which the victim was, sadly, me, I could see those satisfaction grin and that one-of-a-kind smile by some people and I'm sure in the back of their mind they'll be shouting: AAHH! Strike One! Jackpot! In ur Face! Take that you pathetic loser! What more after that I have the guts to ask some people about certain people in which I was questioned by a question which has a thousand indirect meaning and shoots.
I feel so sad right now. I am however trying my very best to forget about the whole incident. But it takes time. Hopefully I can manage to forget about this whole humiliation very fast.
I've drawn a line many years ago.
I kept asking and telling myself, maybe some day I can perhaps erase the line.
But No! The line remains.
It stays right where it is.
Now the line is even fatter and bolder than ever.
Urgh! I'm having flu right now. Just what I need after a bloody long day. And I really mean its a bloody long day.
My cousin is now doing her internship at the Airport. That means she can enter the transit area. AHH! That is so much fun! The transit area is Heaven! At least for me. I'm sure she's goinna enjoy herself in there. Well she deserves it. After all those hardwork.. And especially chocolates! She can go nuts.. Dear cousin, get me some please! Its duty free! Hehehe..
I wanna watch hindi movies. I need my dose of hindustan. Something that can totally soothe my feelings and emotions anytime. Something which is comforting and hits the spot.
Till here..
ALVIDA!!!
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