Why? why muz all the suffering be ard me? all e tyme? am i destined to suffer all my lyfe? iz tis juz e begginin? i think it is.... gosh life juz had to bring me down juz b4 my big day... yeah its tml my dear, tml (08/06/06) is my big day... the day i've been looking forward to. tml we as in my couzins n i all 6 of us will be going to town!!!! yesh!! Orchard Rd, Plaza Singapura, Ceneliesure Orchard, Ngee Ann City n of coz my most fav. shoppin centre in singapore; my 3rd home; The Paragon!!!! haha yesh... hmhmhmh... we r goinna watch movie, shop n shop n shop until we drop then go for dinner!!!! OMG im so looking forward 4 tml man.... haha
seriously i hate tat bloody arsehole! i shud have followed my instincts... nvr shuda lend him $$!!! urgh! he's damn irritating man!!!! im feeling so sick man rite now... i asked him for e $$ way b4 hand, 2 weeks ago; in fact for e past 2 years! i told him i need the $$ b4 the end of may, but he juz cudnt b bothered... he juz drag n drag n wasted my tyme for all he cares! bloody scumbag! then i said i need the $$ b4 6/6/06 then he cud say on Sun, 4/6/06 he will give me 1/3 of the $$ n same goes for Mon, 5/6/06 n Tue 6/6/06. but where did his promise go? down e drain n 2dae its alreadi e 7/6/06 n its goinna end soon n i still havent got my $$ back yet! so damn irritating! i seriously hate him! i noe he's e kinda whereby everythin push 2 e very extremely last min but sorry boy im juz not lyke u n im very sensative n very precaution abt ppl handling deal with my stuffs especially my $$ n for u hu borrowed a very big sum of $$$... i wanna settle everythin by b4 2dae man or worst come to worst by b4 tonite but bcoz of him idk wen im goinna get back my $$ i dun wanna b thinkin abt e $$ tml morning not even wen he say he's goinna return me e $$ tml morning at 6am... i juz wanna settle it by tonite n tonite u bloody asshole! i dun care if i nvr recieve e $$ by tonite then tml morning at 6am sharp i will juz have to falk out $$ from your parents!!! tats too bad then izint it? huh! i've had enough wit u n ur idiotic promising words! i was juz too stupid to even listen 2 u at e very 1st thought! u can b mad at me or ur parents can b dissapointed in u or u goinna have a bad name watever not for all i care! its MY i repeat MY $$ we r talkin abt here ok!
there's tis girl hu's been posting ntg but crap on her blog n i seriously hate it! gosh hu does she thinks she is? one big fuck izit? plz la dun try 2 b an attention seeker when ur not even entitled to b one! plz la go get a lyfe! b4 its too late! im (actually im not alone in tis) sick of u man! still have the cheek to call me bustard tyme n again! plz la im so sick of eu alreadi seriously comfirm + guarantee! URGH!!! talkin abt eu alreadi make my blood boils up! y shud i? y shud i even bother or care? y shud i even waste my tyme on u man?! u r ntg! u r juz a sick, lost bitch trying desperately to find her own track by destroying, backstabbin, immitating, hurting & ruinin ppls' life! seriously man look at urself into e mirror n ask urself how far do u wanna go. izit enough alreadi? r u satisfied yet? n plz for gdness sake, dun try 2 b an attention seeker! Attitudes lye a fugly slut! u r really fweakin me out! i dun think tis entire relationship can last until after next year. well rite now i hope tat u shud enjoy ur life as much as u can n all e best for u n ur future self. wen the tyme really come for e so called end of relationship, then its goinna b "So Long Sucka"!!!!!!!
Ok.... finally let it out! she thinks she's e only one hu's got brains, feeling n everythin n plz dun 4get, u r not living alone in tis world! tis world is not urs! its everyone's! n e world at any circumstances does not revolves ard u! plz im not stupid. n so r everyone out there! so plz i hav feelings too ok! so dun try to b a self-centred whore. so yeah again best of luck.
Ouh yes haaaaaaaah... felt so relieved! Ouh YESH!!!!! finally its actually tml!!!! Tml is e big day!!!! gosh im so excited man!!!!! ok i guess its until here then for now..... Sayonara