Living life full of misconceptions and missed oportunity.... tat is wat im living and going through rite now... y? i myself cudnt answer tat question... the question tat have been playing in my mind for many many years.... how i wish i cud juz run away from home... i hate living in tis empty sick life-controlled curfew life anymore!! i wanna be free... i dun like to be so damn protected n controlled by my parents... they r over-protecting me! i wanna be free!!! i wanna be free!!! plz anyone out there plz set me free!!!
i cud see tat most teenagers out there r living their hopeful lifes with happiness... all my fwens, my couzins n even those ppl from overseas in which i chat wif, r all living their life wit happiness.. they all got wataver they wanted... things like fones, mp4, electronic devices mostly n stuffs tat most teenegers be wanting n having. but sadly i dun have any of 'em... they all got wat they wanted... as for me, i all cud do is wishing n wishing n wishing... sickening
another thing is love.... y does everyone have to go on steady? it really hurts! i can see tat everyone around me is attached or coupled! its lyke an atmosphere tat's been revolving around me eversince! i dun like it!! urgh! i cudnt b wit the person i wan to b wif! no one understands me! i really really want to be wit e person! be e person's steady... know how iz it lyke to be in love n experience it for myself the ups n downs of being in a teenagers-young love kinda relationship.... i nvr experience it all.... i guess im never meant to experience it at all... all i can do is be happy to myself n imagine me being wit tat person... living life happily.... n for some of you out there who juz cant seem to stop irritate me, if u r wondering the person is a gurl ok! she's my age. turning 17 tis year thank-you... so better dun hav any misconceptions ok..... well i guess tis is how my life suppose to be... its fated... n im living life of sadness... my life is so sad... tats the truth... a truth i've been hiding for years n now i really have to let myself admit tat my life is so sad.... i've got ntg much within me...
Happi April fool's Day ppl-everyone................................