The day is goinna end soon for today... so i better rush rush post tis entry before its 12am whereby Wednesday falls in... ok today has been one of those days where im on e timeline of 75% at the junction of the verge of happiness... nothing much to be exact... juz tat ouh ya my couzin got admitted to the hospital today... we all tot tat she was having a high fever den surprisingly she was having appendix! luckily she's staying at Henderson (Bukit Merah) so its very near to Singapore General Hospital (SGH) i havnt have got e tyme to vist her yet... mayb tml evening ard 7pm after my tuition...
Speaking of tuition... i feel so lucky to have my tutor as my tutor... im so thankful and flattered.. really i m... my tutor n me is in e process of shaping back myself to make me study n work hard towards my major exams... i really lyke it man!! Study smart but Play harder!!!! now i realyl wanna pass all my exams n essessments n go all the way and graduate with a bachelor's degree or sumthin. as long as i have a degree. tats e minimum tat i wanna possess... its for my own future and better self anyway... mayb in e future who noes after taking my degree i might wanna proceed taking masters!!! ooo - theoritically speakin
Now i realised tat there's tis fwen of mine who has not been talkin to me since yesterday... its been 2 days alreadi... i dunno why... as far as I'm concern, i didnt offend tat fwen of mine... so why muz tat fwen ingore me? i juz dun lyke it... i hate to have grudges on ppl n i absolutely hate it wen my fwens have grudges over me... plz... ppls vengeance & hatred is nvr e way out... well mayb its juz the another episode of people-juz-wanna-ignore-me-for-sumtime-n-eventually-a-long-time again... well its their decision n its their rights n prerogrative anyway... so wat can i do
The important thing rite now is CONSTANCE VIGILIENCE!!!! - n some ppl say im mad! haha tryin my best to quote a phrase out from my favourite beloved movie of all time: Harry Potter and the Goblet Of Fire... that's alastor moody a.k.a mad-eye moody's line... hehe
But then again im still thinkin abt tat special her... the her who's my age rite now... i think she noes tat i into her or sumthin... n i noe for sure tat she's not into me at all! of coz she's into chinese guys n there's no way in hell tat im goinna turn into a chinese guy... here i am trying my best to tan myself... but nvr mind the main point is i still wanna lyke e person though knowing well enough tat she's not into me n all but there's no wrong for me to like her! URGH!!!! so god damn angry wit myself!!! i shudnt have told anyone but myself or only juz the first three ppl i told especially the first person i told (because of some ironic, darstic n desperate situation) then it wud be better off!!! ARGH-URGH!!!!
OK its 12.13am rite now... its a Wenesday mornin GD-MORNIN ppl!!!! haha