Im strong enough to hold on tight!!!! - well hopefully.... going through a series of depressions, glumpyness, boreness of life, feelings of giving up and basically juz "darn!!! life sux!!!" ever since i retained my sec 4N.... shud have study last year.. so pissed of wif myself... its so sucking.... n plus more... im taking Principles Of Accounts tis year... can u actually believe it!!! its lyke i have not learnt anything about accounts in my whole life so i dun know anything abt it!!! n im lyke one year behind tyme n so i halve to do alot of cathing up!!! though art is much more way more dificult than acccounts but still i prefer taking arts again!!!! y cant the teachers n principle be so kind-hearted, close on eye n promote me n let me go to sec 5N tis year to pursue my 'O' Levels tis year.... it wud be so much better... how i wish they cud pity me.... n give me one more chance... they know i wud do better if they promote me to sec 5N.... i can of coz stusy better and its lyke my life wud be alot more better!!!! i will be wit my old fwens again!!! they rox! big tyme!!! be wit 'em... enjoy life wit them n its lyke hey! i've been wit 'em since i was lyke sec 1!!!! OMG!!!! please god!!! please Allah!!! make me go to sec 5N tis year!!! i really really need tis!!! i promise i'll be good n study like a mad dog once im being put into sec 5N!!!!! pray hard there!!!
well anywaes.... today is a Monday March,6 2006, n can u guys actually believe it... i didn't felt the monday blues the entire of today!!!!! now im typing tis is at 7.19 pm n its very miracle tat i didn't felt the Monday Blues today!!!! not even wen im in skool!!! incredible n wen i got home today which is ard 2.30 pm, i was feeling so happy... i pray, eat, eventually study n all... until now... so Unbelievable!!!1
cant wait for tonight coz its the OSCARS!!!!!!!! damn love it man!!! well beside the Grammy Awards of coz!!!! u know, im a bloody big fan of Music!!!!! haha... i oso love the academy awards lah tonight... but Grammy more better lah.... LYKE DUH!!!!! haha.... but the sad thing is, it clashes wit the Dia indonesian drama.... how to watch.... both are equall gd!! if there's no academy awards then there'll be desperate housewives at 10 pm but still it will clash wit dia!!!! y did they broadcasted Dia on mondays?? it was actually on thursdays!!!! well nevermind.... i can swip swop channels all the time tonight starting from 10 pm n make my fingers hurt! haha... well i have to blame myself in tis case coz i am the one hu wants to watch so many shows!!! haha.... but thank god Charmed is broadcasted tomorrow!!! every tuesday, 8 pm on Starworld.... my favourite shows of all time!!! n it keeps gettin better and better!! juz lykw desperate housewives!!! but Charmed is way more better!!! haha...
well... got to wrap it up for now... coz my stomach is really hungy n i want to go eat my dinner now!!! coz im having home cooked mashed potatoes n black pepper gravy!! yummy yummy!!!! haha... n before tat im going to pray solat maghrib first coz azan maghrib alreadi on air now so gotta pray first... haha.... well its a muz for all muslims!!! lyke me n u(u meaning to those muslims only lah of coz!!!) kaes... till here then....