Hey,
Has not been blogging for about a week i think. I'm at my couzin's place now... SleepOver! I miss blogging so much! I've got loadz to blog.
Went to Parkway Parade yesterday with some of my couzins. They did some shopping while i just stood there and stone! Checked out some stuffs then went to Delifrance to eat. After that went back home. On the way back, while in the bus, i saw my 2 of my couzins texting each other. And the best part is, they were talking about me! But then again, that is like SO whatever! I don't even give a shit.
I secretly found out that I've been lying to one of my couzin lots of time! Don't ask me how i found out, i just did. According to that couzin of mine, I've been lying to the person like alot of time since last time. I find it so so funny.
Now i am like asking myself should i continue with my lying act or just be honest most of the times and stop lying...?
From the whole of last last Friday afternoon till the morning of last Friday i was so so full of myself. 'Shiok-Sendiri' to be exact! Somehow or rather i sort of know that i am going to be deceived on that day. I just knew it. When i thought of it in the morning, i sort of knew that its going to last only until halfway through the afternoon. And i was absolutely right! There i was at the void deck nearest to the place i rightfully and lawfully should be, standing and waiting for the whole routine to be over. The thought of: How sinful am I, did cross my mind like a million times. (then again, I AM A SINNER!) When suddenly i tilt right and saw the car! The same old ***** ****** **** car. Just that its parked on the other side of the carpark. When i saw the car there, i thought maybe the reason why the car is parked there is exactly why the reason i think it is. Moments later, I saw the car owner walking towards the car and soon enough, the person drove off. Silly of me to even think that the owner is a Muslim. I mean if the person is, then the person wouldn't be there at that point of time. The person should be at somewhere where the person is rightfully and lawfully should be. Exactly where I should be! I am crushed. I think i deserve it though. Its like I'm finding trouble for myself.
I am feeling so sick these days. Especially at home. I feel so sick and so, i don't know how to describe it. I feel like there's something missing in my life.
The thought of what happened that time with those useless rubbish idiots could have affected me, that's why I am feeling this way. Then i told myself NO! NEVER! Those asshole won't even affect me a single bit! They are just a complete waste of time!
I asked myself again what is it.
Possibly its because of my computer! Yeah that's a complete possibility! I'm hopeless and can't do LOTS of things because of my spoilt-beyond-repair-kind-of-spoilt computer. The rest of it I really don't know. Not a single clue.
I've put on weight. Like seriously! There's a gap whole in my life right now and I'm like filling it up with food! I'm hungry most of the time. I eat and i eat and i eat and i eat.
MY LIFE IS A GIANT SUCKING WHOLE OF NOTHINGNESS!
I hate it! URGH! I miss playing The Sims 2 PC game. That's like the best game I've ever played. I really enjoy the game so much. Plus its expansion pack! WoW! Gosh I need a life! Or rather, "Why don't YOU give me back...?"
I wanna eat Pasta, Burrito, Cookies, Burger King, Bacon Bites, CHOCOLATES!, Pizza, Satay, Famous Amos, Calamari Rings, Ben & Jerry's, Go Go Franks, Toast Box, KFC's Bandito, White-Chocolate Raspberry Cheesecake, Waffles, McDonald's Hotcakes, Char Kuay Teow, Fish & Co, Maltese Balls, Onion Rings, Custards, Pretzels, Rotiboy.
Somebody Get Me Those STUFFS so i can EAT! - I am so random, I know.
ALVIDA!!!
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